Where am I heading to ?

So finally miss Moody is free enough to turn up!! where had I been all these dayz?... had i been busy..preoccupied...or..anything??.nah!! na nothing like dat.!!.. I really have no clue what i've been doing since the 16th I returned frm home.I sincerely realize that the lazy monster has wickedly taken its toll on me ! simply uninterested,carefree,easy-go,thanda,chilled out,,no bother attitude ......these all providing ink to bold out the lines that follow::"Where is the youth heading to ?" .....all dat ive beeen good at is..watching movies!! all stuff!! a herd of them!! jus too many to list even for reviews ! wd ma average reaching 3-4 per day inspite of the classes n othr stuffs by d side.I wonder how easy it is to lie in ur bed or rest down at chair and be an idle looker at the happenings of others..! u go through all fortunes and myseries of others !!.being absolutely not engaged !.. I guess WATCHING is the easiest thing in the world one could ever do...PLAY & STOP sans effort!! :) bas jogging ,yoga,some reading,friends,socialising(treats -outings),a bit classes(1 bunk since 16th:))gross net browsing(very faaltu),sleeping ,chillaxing,idling,day-dreaming being the prominent ones.!! but not so as to hamper my blogging...Yes!! nothing can refrain me from blogging..I certainly cannot stay away from it for long,wont ignore ds part of ma life ,the token of ma identity,expression and belongingness! and I truly wish it to be the best in the world !! ......... oh!!!.Did I say something like dat?? arrrre !main toh zazbaati ho gai..HE HE!!:) nah!! not the least I care...damn! let the rest go o hell......I write for myself coz I want to!! no expectations do i sow or rewards I desire!..I value the charm ,the satisfaction it offers to my writer-instinct! n blogging will stay as long as I m persistent! and these gaps remind me more of my duty!(I hope the lazy bastard in me is hearing this!!) chal...off to mess now!! bye regards, astha