PACE-UTSAV

18 th was ma bday.. and 19th.. commenced the sports fest ,the PACE-2009...No ! I honestly admit i had a thanda attitude towards it...only the first day..I was totally on the ground..the next day ma aching knee(I had severly injured some time back) did not permit me to... and I ended with the 200m track race the next morning.. Sports is really what captures me so much..I dont play well ..but still i like doing so in the guise of an average player who offers you a promising support when you are in short of a team!...I'm mad for tennis,cricket...I'm seen at throws,jumps,tracks,relays...but this season I realised i've grown quite old for it all..Young were those days as the fresher when swift was ma pace and mighty were ma throws ...sun did tan me ..but had its reflection in ma shiny eyes..and now..with the hurt leg I cant.....speak!!!!(do you need a leg to speak ???may be !if your wits lie in your knees:) he he!!) .. also some credit to very strong fresher+junior girls who are good in sports.. and then 22-23, the cultural fest ...the utsav, the season of nataks ,nukkads,plays,themes,dances,literary,fine-arts,fashion,ramp-walks,modelling,dance,choreography,elocution.......tc etc...HOLD-ON!! I did not participate in any!!Stricken by an off-mood,a bad -knee and may be I was too busy watching,roaming or helping all around ..that I didnt even bother to participate in any.!!! not even literary! A solo-dance(english rap music).and a tambola(I play it everytime and I win never:))!! was all I did at utsav... but to ma utter honesty !! I was busy all through !What did I do then??? I think I'll settle for an answer in between yes n No....I DONT KNOW!!:)...just to console myself that I'll do much next year...add flying colors to ma achievements before I leave this college so that kids look back to find..... An icon,a model ,an actor,a dancer ,an artist ,a writer, a poet , an anchor and ..... lots more of all ma faces... you'll get to know with the further posts.. till then you keep discovering yourselves!! all the best ! astha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

hi frenz!! I'm back afta so -so long!Last I remember was ma b'day blog when someone called for me n since then I left it pending...and before I stuff in between something more...you better go through this much -hanging b'day post!! It started at 18th ..and ends today...no ! no!! its not at all long! Happy birthday to me!! ..Yes!! frenz.!! me turning a perfect bachelorette 21 ! Oh!! did I mention that??my age!!

Yes I think I did!!

Welll...Age is strictly a case of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter. *bas dukh toh is baat ka hai..k umar guzarti ja rai hai...aur haath kuch nai aa ra..jee haan!! Im still unemployed ..bekaar..one among those youths of India....who strive hard for their dreams...and what they never and not get is a chance!! a sheer chance!*

readers can ignore the text in the guise of no-placement...he he!! I think thats the only excuse Ican render for what I wrote above..:)

17th.. had been a tired day..all day with so much stuffs...i just cant recall much to mention..and Adding to the trouble was the bundle of tuts ..We frustatingly managed it all!! (no I could not,for I did not want to ....I did not submit the tut:(..)

18th... Birthday??what special about it ..everyone has one!! naah! I'm not going to sound that way..atleast not at ma bday!

yes !! I 'm here back at blog after a nice fun-outing with frenz..Around 6-7 of us headed from the dance sessions at the CS block..to the royal...ya ma b'day celebrations....people had organised a f9 surprise party..yes!! I had no idea of it ..coz nothing as such occured to me in the last two years!! I guess the first b'day when I cut two cakes..at two times..blackforest(midnight,room) n vanilla(evening, royal)...

I was pretty delighted to enter the royal..pleasantly decorated with strips reading ma name aloud!! and balloons dancing along!...then forward to the cakes and candles n the party !The waitors as welll as the customers at the restaurant had a f9 time watching all of us..playing with the cream(No plzzz! )...Some even stepped up to wish the bday ggirl!...and after that my frenz.........*some text missing*(coz I was busy at the wash basin slipping cream aside of ma hair ,eyes n face of course!)

n after a lot of masti ,we decided we should depart from the memorable evening..We did so ...and when I moved out, I glanced at the Dev d...(in front of royal)...yes !! you understood it right!!! I'll see you next at the movie -review !! :) bye-bye says the b'day girl!!

live-long her blog !! regards..

astha:)

Slap day!!

phattak!!! Is this the way to welcome your guests?? oh!! I can hear those grumblings...well this is how I wish you a slap day!! slaps ...being a girl ofcourse !! you get ample scopes of slapping,but how much have I got?? umm I dont remember the last one...I would have been in 3rd-4 th when I didnt complete ma craft-assignment. and on the slap day ,I'm busy with games and matches...Some frenz who scolded me tight for not following them to ground for the gals' cricket match...While they are toiling hard at the playground...one of othe players is here at the ease of ma room,with the sunday times,excusing off the IIIrd yr match...My dear frenz....I was just too tired of the dance practice...but I assure you of the presence at the race tracks. Bye readers.... the end of valentine week ... and the end of this post as well.. take care,, be sporty .. till we talk next!! with luv astha!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Hi everyone..!!
HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINE TO YOU!!
Am i late???just wasnt once cool enuf to sit for ma blog.. I woke up today at never-mind 9...feeling ok.Went thru TIMES... and since then ,a series of stuffs like sports,,songs,,themes,skit-script ....have been occupying me.. the group dance which quite ached me .I wonder if I'm patient enuf to step up 8 times to all 8 members of the dance.Adding to the trouble is ma bloody Laptop..I formatted it today.While i was over a song...it started behaving so abnormally!!! sounding like a terrible wing-stopped fan..screen hanged like that of a convict to death....I had no choice but to....and problems with the drivers as well...wifii is the only compatable driver in the plenty material in the CDbox.All this PROBLEM appearing so futile to me!! I feel like sleeping now...for I'm tired....but also for one more reason..??????
Yes I wish to dream of ma valentine.... "
Valentine....
...its in those special moments together... 
  ...those laughs we have together....
..those secrets we share!! ..  
..those promises made in the heart..
those million sorry-s we say..
  those days we wait to meet..
 
those talks that seem like seconds ,,
but never know that hours have passed..
those..........."

Well I read it somewhere..I am proud to say that nowhere did i need to peep to quote these byhearted lines ! For those who value their being single....

This valentine.....
Be like the moon..
simple yet so attractive,
enlightening yet so cool,  
moving yet so quiet.
and romantic yet so single!!

So frenz!!
Be happy!!!
have fun with your valentine..
yes!! Romance is in the air!! so breath full ..no limits!!(source: dance on breathless going on in the corridor:))
take care..
regards
yours astha!

VALENTINE EVE...hug day!

Hi people ! Valentine week ends and ma report card is hopeless with red lines; seek some grace through late post submission.(I'm sorry,deprived you of the kiss-promise updates)..

Promise Day : While I stick to my own ..I expect others to be the same..I dont like the ones who dont mean or do what they say ...out of forgetfulness,carelessness,laziness,wickedness or any other motives...

(Let readers know of the Brahmakumari teaching: jaisa socho..waisa bolo aur waisa hee karo.)

Kiss Day : Well what do I say!! seal your love with a kiss..My flying kiss to all..(As if I'm a Miss world or so:))

And now!! Hug day.. (although many doubt of the hug-kiss order....I put kiss day first and hug later!..)

Hug your love,,comfort it out with cozy words and emotions...

So happy hug day to you all!!

wishing the same.....I warmly wrap up ma blog!!

Have a fine valentine ahead!!

Best Wishes!!!

yours astha.

HAPPY TEDDY DAY!!

To My dear Ted!
10 feb 09
Being well here, i hope the same for you.I send this just to tell you that I love you so much.I miss the time when we both had fun..We played together,we ate together,we slept together,we laughed together ,we wept together..............:( Without you its so lonely.Dont you miss me too?? bolo!! !Please come back! Please Ted!!

Well.. Dolly asked me to post it to Ted, her love!.....yes!! its Teddy Day today! dollies and Teddies ,,they are cute,warm,gentle,affectionate,so cosy!!aren't they? Plenty soft toys all around in the market...to gift your cuto..Sure all to express how much you love your Dolly or Ted! So happy Teddy day! cho-chweet..cuchi-cuchi-coo,gill-gil-gil..hey!!,mamma-mia..maamia..irrrryipee!!:):) erghhh!!!!! Did that sound gggirlish?? Me??? nah never!!I never played with gudda-gudias ...trust me ! I was never senseless..not even in childhood!
Thats it .. children!!
class over now!
Bye:)
Stay warm with your teddy!
with luv
astha!

CHOCOLATE DAY!

chocolate? shut your mouth and gobble one ! No ..its not always like that.. Chocolate day!you can gift your sweet heart a box full of chocolates..(ofcourse!! you can do that anyday).. Chocolates...sweet,milky,brownie,hard,bitter,cocoa-buttered,candy,shell-coated or simlar ones the Truffles, Creams, Pralines...........who does not like them??and me ..no exception!..I usually go to gomtinagar's imported choc-centres..to relish holland-candies,Belgium's light sugar..milky chocs and hard swiss chocolates!Except that I also like stuffs as couverture, a simple chocolate with a relatively high cocoa butter and other candy chocolates,which are shelly-coated,glazing type. Among all,I appreciate hard-bitter ones...dark ,,total -cocoa types..Ya !! I'll choose the same to gift (anyone!) So thats it all..I have only this much choc-bar to offer you right now..of course google will offer you more!! Much in ma store for those who regularly taste ma blog.. I'll continue adding flavour 4 them.. Bye! ma next post wud be for teddy day..I wonder if he likes chocolates too!! I take your leave to go n get some for both of us!! :) astha

MOVIE - REVIEW

Film: Luck By Chance (Drama) Cast: Farhan Akhtar, Konkona Sen Sharma, Rishi Kapoor, Dimple Kapadia Direction: Zoya Akhtar Critic's Rating: **** Zoya Akhtar manages to create some riveting character studies which have nothing filmy, nor flimsy, about them. Watch Farhan Akhtar and Konkona Sen grow from nobody to somebody in an industry which is harsh, brutal, nasty and non-compromising, and you are sure to get your paisa vasool. Of course, you've got to cruise along patiently, since success and self-identity are things that cannot be achieved in a nano second. Not in real life at least. Not in the world that Vikram Jaisingh (Farhan), a struggler from Delhi and Sona (Konkona), a runaway from Kanpur, inhabit. Here, things happen more by chance; mostly by luck; but survive, only by talent. So, there's nothing chancy about Vikram ending up as a successful film hero and Sona wowing TV viewers with her saas-bahu enactments. Yet, before they get there, they must survive a million rejections, heartbreak, misuse and separation. While Sona waits for her big break from a film producer she has been `friendly' ever since she landed lonesome in Mumbai, Vikram bides his time, confident he'll get the big break. The duo get friendly and spend many happy `waiting' moments on their terrace until the big break actually comes. Reigning superstar, Hrithik opts out of a film being made by Rishi Kapoor, a mainstream producer, for a Karan Johar film. Enter newcomer, Vikram, on the recommendations of the heroine's mother (now that's another sweet story) and the rest is history. Yellow journalism, the ill-famed heroine's mummyji (Dimple Kapadia), the heady cocktail of success, the lovers tiff, ruthless ambition, unbridled me-centrism: the film holds a mirror, not only on the film industry, but on life itself. Success is great and dreams are intoxicating, but they can be dangerous too, says Zoya, the story writer. Yet, never stop dreaming! The highpoint of the film are its performances. Both Farhan and Konkona are complete naturals before the camera, just as Rishi Kapoor and Dimple Kapadia prove that vintage never does lose its flavour, does it! The jibes are gentle, the tenor is fond, yet firm. But most importantly, the characters are completely real: feisty and flawed, even as the end is exhilarating. At the end ,I rate it as a good movie, and I like Farhaan,declaring so I sign off.. regards astha!

HAPPY PROPOSE DAY!

Ladies and gentlemen, this could be a big day. It's Proposal Day! Valentines come and go. He didn't, or couldn't, gather up the nerve to ask you. Along comes another day and another opportunity. For those in love, this could very well be the big day that will change your lives. Use caution on this day. When he begins by saying: "I would like to propose to you....", he may end with "......that we go see a movie." Remember, it's Proposal Day. It is a day to make proposals. However, it may not be the one you want to hear.This particular day is devoted to lovers and romance. Thus a Valentine’s Day proposal is the dream of every woman and will ensure you hear an enthusiastic “yes”! Here are a few ideas that will help you to create a romantic Valentine’s Day proposal.To be honest, I picked it all from google..Although they dont work for me...however bold I may seem, I dont have guts to expressively propose anyone...Ofcousre! ma readers can try these:
1.Cook and surprise her with a romantic dinner for two. With use of a ribbon, tie the engagement ring to the stem of a glass of champagne.
2.Ask her out for dinner at her favorite restaurant. Ask the waiter to expose the ring in a box among the other choices on the dessert tray. Alternatively you can write "Will you marry me?" with chocolate sauce on the rim of her dessert plate. Think of making a reservation early in the month, restaurants will be very busy on this night. Also you will need the help of the staff for your arrangements.
3.Rent a limousine. On the way to or from your special evening, propose to her in the limo.Do not forget to bring champagne to celebrate.
4.Rent her most favorite romantic movie. Make it a special evening with homemade popcorn and her preferred movie treat. At the end, while the credits roll, propose to her in telling that you want your own happy ending.
5.While giving her three red roses, tell her that the first one represents the past, the second one the present and the last one, with the engagement ring tied to it, represents the future. Approximately 100 million roses will be sold for Valentine’s Day, so make sure to order your roses early enough.
6.Switch off all the lights in your home and create a path with candlelight guiding her to your engagement ring. 7.Play with her treasure hunt and provide clues to all your favorite places in town. The very last lead should bring her to you, with the diamond engagement ring in your hand.
8.Make a scrapbook filled with pictures of both of you. Put a photo of a bride and a groom on the final page. Paste pictures of your faces on the bride and groom and write “Will You Marry Me?” underneath. 9.Purchase 13 small gifts and wrap them one by one. Number the small packets from 1 to 13 and attach a note to each of them. Think about notes such as 13 reasons why you love her. Ask your love to begin unwrapping the gifts on February 1, one each day. On Valentine's Day you will give her gift number 14 personally, with the note asking “Will You Marry Me?”

ROSE DAY !

Yesterday's post..Sorry :(A bit engaged I hd been . Happy Rose Day !!!..

yes! I got roses!!......

none red :( but I'm hopeful for the further days of the valentine week...haan ! yes!! true!

So dear readers! valentine week is on!!lovers on a roll..more of eye-tonics these days..couples have more of hanging around,it be campus,canteens,parks or restaurants...smss,late-night calls,miss-you,see-you, take cares...and a lot of such cozy-sweet things ! Flowers have always been epitomizing with love,and roses dominate among all.So dont forget to gift your beloved a red rose...and yes!! do note the glow in eyes! Its amazing how you've come to mean..

the only thing that can make my life complete You are the first thought of the day as I come awake..

You are the last thought of the night before I drop off to sleep.

Near or far,you're always with me..

in my every breath & thought ..

without you ! life is nothing. Saturdays :(,,,,,,,but I attended lectures today!..means Im not attending the next saturday..

I hope you better understand that!!

Reached the room at 12.Was talking to mummy..when a friend asked me to accompany her to station..Uncle-aunty were returning from Shirdi,Sai baba...on their route to Aligarh.Jhansi,,being an elementary route for most of the trains..we happen to meet people ..often!..if not ours then others, although station is quite far from the college.But before that we had to present them their anniversary gift..For that we landed at the hallmark,sadar.We had to walk from kacheheri to the place.While we were choosing one I had a good glance at the valentine collection...the gift market is really so flourishing all feb..crystals,gifts,wallets,all so innovative,needless to mention of the cards..Musical cards ,Chocolate cards,magnet cards,ribbon cards..weighted by love-quotes like"love is precious".."with you its wonderful",,"moments we have shared".."You are in my heart"....etc etc etc...there are just so many ways to express love..I intended to buy some ..like the last year...ungifted,undelivered..still wrapped or anything like that ! I proved out good assistance to the other frenz who choose their valentine's favourites. Finally we took a carved Radha-Krishna and headed to the station as there was no time.Reaching there we found we had to wait for few minutes.'paties' seemed a good option to be engaged till then..Soon,the punjab mail approached and we ran searching for B4!!..as it merely had a 10 min stoppage.I clashed with an uncle!! oops !! sorry ! sorry!Uncle -aunty were standing outside waiting for us.Touched their feet,came to know about their fine journey and funny instances.We discovered ,Uncle had a good of humour. Take some sample quotes:"Khana kha liya?"..inquired by their daughter,they nodded yes..and uncle took on further"tumhari mummy ki achchi jaan-pehchaan ho gai thi..paas walon se..unke sath inhone lunch kar liya..Bhai maine toh kayde sey mana kar diya..Kahtey hain naa!!safar mey kisi ajnabi ka nahin khana chahiye..Maan lo ye behosh ho gayein ,toh kam se kam main toh sahi salaamat rahoon."....."arre unkey bachchon ne toh pareshan kar diya..Baar-baar mere coat ka batan kholte.. fir band kar dete "..so on and on..Finally it signalled,they offered her samaan(khane-peene ka +prashad).From there we moved to manikchowk,the shehar area(where rani-kila is situated)..some 7 kms away at the Palki restaurant.Palki..I've been there a plenty times..good food at reasonable rates..although the service delayed..but that only adds to our funtime!Not very well decorated..but still gives gives a comprehensive look of palki with bamboos,hut-tish,lampy..specially the upstairs..with the peeping type palki-windows.I treated her..reason she illogically suggested! Me pizza as usual...And then through the lany markets as those of aminabaad..the pratap,mohan market..choodis,danglers,nail-paints,soots,saaris,chats,mithai,paanipuris,tikki-kachaudi to stationary..shoes-chappals to goldsmith..tools..bags ..mobiles,digital,electric...almost everything in the world can be found in those narrow,conjusted lanes. My friend,seeing a shop insisted that I should buy a kurti..WHY??? She was illogical again!! khairr,the kurti had been a good one..sober-graceful..to suit ma slim-decent and hot personality(source*:others:))..In short,it was good on a not-so-good looking as me. by Then a bit of shopping by the others as well. From there we autoed to sadar again..for people needed books to buy.I had other stuff to do+those of nawabs who kept calling and messaging..mere liye ye lete aana ..wo lete aana..itni davayiaan is store sey,files,top-up ,bada-paav, ..aisa-waisa!,me a frequent outer,Frenz keep checking for their needs..l..and there is indeed no point of refusal.

Anyway from there we again autoed to medical at B.U. for medicines(not mine). Again from there we finally headed to the college..then further to the girls' hostel at the end..which was no early than 6.

I wonder how many autos we dealt with and the fair! ufff!.

I took out the green 500 note frm ATM..which is no more balanced,except a few change stuff.Trust me I dint buy anything solid..still..ah! Open-hand a curse!!People have been asking for matakkali n (16th feb) treat at ma birthday(18 feb)..Dont they find I'm a better nautanki than sonam?Anyway ! open-hand!...We leave the world open-handed ..dont we?? So why not enjoy it to the fullest?hmm? That had been my rose day.. all day out! So while I stay in love with ma blog...you look around for more roses..

Do wait for ma next posts...I'll be regular this week!!Kya pata mere sapno ka rajkumar kaun si post pe fida ho jaye!!After all, its all luck by chance!!(movie-review,the other post) good bye.

with love

astha!

Feb-On!!!

Hi friends Feb - on!! hmmm?? Cant decide what colour of rose.... at rose day?? Need proposal tips??? Worried ??she/he ..loves me/loves me not ..??hmmm?? In confusion what to gift your beloved this valentine? Which cards to choose the best?? Which lines to recite for.... Of course I'm there to help!!You can mail me ..yes!! and I do accept anonymous .... Anyway,,read of Karnataka govt. of the terrifying decision of marrying -off couples seen around the city or in campuses expressing love,cosying themselves hand in hand or sharing roses or any other stuff.....I just felt to warn the commited frenz of mine...........Yes ! I do understand your irritation..........so staying at phone."Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away....."...such type talks..I guess the safest way...or any other than meeting....probably you would better know!! And one thing for sure..there's indeed no special day to show how you love your chinki or chanku! So happy romance!! This has to be a short post due to the "KSI"(knowledge sharing) classes,Ive enrolled myself into...Of course I'll write lots more on valentine...After all,,I'm so romantic you know!!And I'm really looking forward to plenty red roses,,restaurants,movies,gifts and lotsa proposals this time.......................................Hold this!!!! Is anyone jealous there?? Oh!!C'mon yaar I wish the same every feb of the year!!everytime its hopeless...thanks to ma birthday..18 feb! which soon arrives for compensation..:) lemme take your leave ..Gotta go for a date now!!......class I mean..:) he he good-bye! with love astha

TIME-WASTE

I really feel I'm the most vella person in the whole world....... Whole day ended..and just wasted it all!! did not study anything..gotta do a lot at the C,c++,Java..etc etc.+ the acads of past years....this feb..the only grace time..And here I am not started anything while ma frenzs are all .......... Ist year results out...even ours wud be till the week I guess!Lucky 7 is what I......... khair...gotta work at some study stuffs.....please excuse.....I know you would!! unlike them who worry always the innocent students like me! see you .. astha

Recipe

Recipe ????
I need to learn a lot of that.....
yes saasu maa!! are you hearing this???
Me and ma good home kitchen..
.aji suniye toh!!!maine aapki pasand ke paneer-koftey banaye hain bataiye naa ! kaise bane hain!!.....................................wait!!!!!! what crap am I scribbling!! uhhh!! No people ! plzz..Im not following any khana-khazana show or any cook-article at grihshobha..manorma or so...just an attempt to be ironical to the dinner today!!(huh!! I admit I'm bad...beg your pardon)...One chapati is all I.................................waise I've been doing so since class vth..(Readers can appreciate ma accuracy.. and memory as well!!he he) .
The first shift(7.30 TO 8:15) had been our mess timings .People screamed up for me...No queue luckily...I just examined the not so shining slab and then the daal...I failed to count the variety..I mean had all daals to be merged into one dinner of this thursday night???I skeptically poured some of it at ma palte.Further the aloo-shimlamirch ....I wonder if the shimlamirch is being transported from Shimla!! facing all squeezes and troubles in the way...........begging for mercy at the time of being cooked upon!....My dear shimla...I hope aloo bhaiya has consoled you enough! khair...I dont proceed with the other stuffs (there wont be much ..Im sure)...thts all I was going to pass thru the food-pipe..Me being a confined eater..people rate me as nakhrebaaz with food...but I quite relish at mom's....... so this was all with the dinner at the mess table...I'm usually more busy at bla-bla rather ma plate..Even if I do ....I examine the roundness of the chapati and sourness of the pickle or colour of the daal and so-on..
Let me announce ..friday is a special in the mess....lemme see if I write on more of it!!
till then you stay healthy..
eat better ..
think fine.!!
bye..
astha

PUB-CULTURE

Of late there's been a fuss over the pub culture in course of the recent pub -attack on women by a group of hindu hardliners at Mangalore in an attempt of moral policing..This post of mine is in accord with the same..the all hype created over it and the true aspect of what is being understood of a pub culture.  
Origin:From pub ,short for English pub house,which used to be a stop for carriages,where passengers could rest and get some refreshment.In contrast to private members' club...pubs were open to all!......an aspect of the British social life...a hang-out for people living in a local area.
Current usage:In India pub-culture has acquired negative connotations.It has come to signify women drinking and socialising in public.Reviled in the same way as Valentine's Day.  
History:Pub culture's history has been ugly in India....its like anything which does not confirm to the perceived Indian values is tagged as pub-culture.  
Quotations:Union health minister Anbumani Ramadoss has blamed the pub culture for the rise in the number of young people drinking alcohol.He said" If it goes this way ..India will not progress." Karnataka cheif minister B S Veddy urappa has said " pub culture is not a part of Indian culture...We will not allow this in Karnataka." source:Times ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ....had been out today..took ma lappy thrice to the service centre,,out of the hostel all the day...A home -made dinner ..all courtesy to a friend's parents (@ railway station,Jhansi)...had a bit with the newspaper and then watched unfaithful ....and since then upto now late midnight.. I've been browsing aimlessly....updates ,,latests,,drivers etc etc...all against this bloody wifii.
goodnight..
take care..
regards!!
astha

"ONE MORE TIME"

TITLE "" A ONE MORE TIME""

MOOD OF THE CHARACTER::: seeking for attention through sensuous pleadings.

a one more time if u glare at me..

a one more time if u stare at me..

..a one more time..

..just a one more time..

why dont you tame..the mare at me?

why dont you see..the flair at me?

give me a..look so bare..at me.

rate me ..a value! ware at me.

grant me it all..no share at me....

offer me the harsh..no!not care at me..

just try things honest-fair at me...

do something gradual..rare at me..

....one more chance!.a one more time..

...a one more time...

just a one more time!!

"Ke hum milenge ..ke hum miley theiy"

""... k hum milenge..... k hum mile they!""

mood of the poetess:: hypothetical hope striken admirer..

****k hum milenge...haan hum milenge..
 chalo aaj nahi kal sahi..
kal nahin fir sahi.. .
parrr........hum milenge...***
aaj fursat nahi ...koi baat nahin..
aaj dil nahin ..koi baat nahin..
aaj ye kaam hai.. theek hai yaar!..
wahan jana hai ..chalo ye bhi sahi.. .....
bas yun hi kabhi mausam sahi nahi.. ....
.toh kabhi mijaz wajib nahi... ....
yun zalim waqt guzarta gaya... ..
aur hum sochte rehte...  

***....k hum milenge... .haan hum milenge..
chalo aaj nahi kal sahi..
kal nahin fir sahi... 
parrr.......hum milenge...***

kabhi toh milenge naa... ....
haan hum milenge... ...
.roz guzarte gaye... ..
.mahino beet-te gaye.. ...
dua -salaam sab chalte rehte.. .
.phone,sms,mail hum karte rehte ..
yun haal-e-janab hum lete rehte... ....
fir bas sochte rehte ..  

**....k hum milenge....haan hum milenge..  
aaj nahin kal sahi....kal nahin fir sahi...
....parr..hum milenge...***

issi beimaan ummid ka sehra tha..
meri ankhon ki hasrt wo ek chehra tha..
waqt-e-intazar..bahaut der thehra tha..
wo beete pal.. un yadon ka pehra tha..
sach pucho toh halal-e- kafan fehra tha..
haan chukAr dekha tha! zakhm gahra tha.. .
.ik bas farmaish thi,par khuda bhi behra tha..

*** ... k hum milenge..haan hum milenge..
 aaj nahin kal sahi...kal nahin fir sahi.. 
...parrrr..hum milenge.....*** .
..aurrrr.. hum mile they.. .....
.....haan!hum mile they...
.....par ab alag hone k liye..
. haan!hum mile they!! ..k hum mile they...
aaj nahin kal hee sahi ...
.....parrr hum mile they.. ...ke hum mile they!!

Screwed and fused!

Who?? ME!!!! yes ! I'm screwed and I'm fused-out. This way it has been a sem now...needless to mention the troubles of previous years.. And I've been too modest not sharing ma plight with you all.. Reason:you'll get get to know with patience which I bet! is not as strong as mine ! "Chalo yaar ab bata bhi do!!" I can hear those irritations now..which again I bet is not strong as mine! With God's grace I entered well into the 3rd year with the instinct of a super senior.How good it had been ...returning from home(it usually is!)... friends holding your bags up till room..hi-hallos..hee-ha...inerrogatives like ...how had been the holidays...ghar se kya...etc.etc, And then I enter the room..only to find that the mercury tube and the yellow bulb is fused-out!!....."Okkkkk!!" had I said inspecting the scene feeling I'd get new ones...the problem gets sorted out......................ANDdddddddd since then I've been doing the same,changing up lotsa rods and bulbs...Yes ! all credits to the short circuit problem in ma room...the same i faced the previous year..being beside the "VIDYUT KAKSHA"..ma room never had enough voltage to dry-up my sweat or help my specks view clear letters in the night..Also a little bit existed in the Ist yr also ...which i find too minor to mention against the current trauma !...The hex follows me this year too! Just for the sake I stay little in my room doesnt mean i'll stay dark for the little bit I'm in,provided I value the privacy and the solitude my room offers to me!...The terrible story is so ..that the electricians come ....electricians go..do something at the fuse board,cut-add wires at the holder,turn around the rods..attach new starters...trying out stuffs at the MCB..give new conclusions...all contrary to those of their own previous ones or any other person !--like "Aapse kisney kaha ki naya taar daalna padega...kuch nahin karna padega..abhi dekhiye main thik kiye deta hoon!"..everytime consoling me of no further problems..and everytime with ma complain he faces a puzzled,frustated look.. The hostel care-taker continues to have sympathy with me..and so 3-4 times JE visits the room..does something out.....of no avail !..and still ma illuminants deceive me glittering not more than 2-3 days...and then fuse-out!..the "ahooti" of the mentionless notes(bulbs(11)@Rs.10/- rod(5)@Rs.60/-....cfls(3)@120/-) i throw for it...but the light devi is so--so angry! This has been ultimate-trouble for all my tests and the SEMS!!!!!.....courtesy to ma good friends who sheltered me so cozily... I seriously feel that my jupiter is restless...haan yes! that planet of light!..and so readers get to know that I'm an astrology-believer..I dont mind being so for room-sake.The planet is truly awe of my ........I dont know what! And for the faithfull emergency ...i see it as the hurricane...the divine light ! oh!!....which I follow ............ ................. to even scribble it down at my blog!! yes while I blog for you to read....There's no light in ma room except for the emergency!! Little would Edison ...... Anyway..I would like to know who invented the emergency !! thats it ....time for jog now... stay fit n fine till I blog next!! see you. love astha!!